Sunday, April 22, 2012

Changes


It's always a good Sunday when I get to link up with Fadra

It's Brain dump time and exactly what I need on this Sunday evening...the opportunity to string words together, random thoughts and probably some incoherent ones for 5 minutes. I can do THIS! Still reeling from all the changes and jsut when I thought I couldn't get more stressed life drops stuff in my lap to prove me otherwise. Amazing weekend with lifelong friends but also breaks my heart to know that I will soon have to say goodbye. I suck at goodbyes. I dread them with every inch of my heart and soul. They are scary and sad. I don't like missing people. It hurts too much. Always thinking "this will be the last time we.....blah blah blah." I am completely overwhelmed by all of it. I just want it to be over...I want to be there...starting again, putting our family back together.


6 comments:

Gabriela said...

Good byes are so hard! Good luck with it all.

Stacey said...

Goodbyes suck. Realizing something will never happen again is so very hard.

Robbie K said...

Thank you. I will be glad when it is all over :)

Robbie K said...

Agreed. Even though I've had a long time to mentally prepare for these goodbyes I still dread them!

Gina said...

I feel the same way...I hate goodbyes and often say "See you soon" even if it's not the case. They are very draining.

all.things.fadra said...

Just today, I started with the "this is the last time I will" type of thinking. Why must I be so dramatic? Most of my friends are bloggers so I feel like we'll stay close. It's the day to day comforts I'll miss.