I kept thinking things would improve dramatically if I could FINALLY get some sleep. I kept telling myself it was because I was exhausted. Everything is magnified when you are sleep deprived. I finally went in for a physical and started Ambien. The first few nights were AMAZING and I felt like a new person. I had the energy, brain power and patience to make it through the day. Not only was I surviving but I was thriving.
Somewhere along the way that vanished into thin air. I am EXHAUSTED and things are falling apart around me. I cannot seem to keep up with ANYTHING. My car is a wreck. We don't have clean socks. We ate pancakes and corndogs and canned soup for dinner last night. My lunch consisted of gnawing on beef jerky and guzzling a coke in the Kmart checkout. Peanut is growing out of her clothes overnight and I don't have the time or energy to shop.
I know this is all a part of life but I am just not coping with it very well right now.
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