Today I give it a go with stream of Consciousness Sunday.
It has been one horrific day. I 'm tired. They're tired. I have no tolerance for bullshit. They are crossing every boundary and then some. Einstein is NOT going to the hockey game tonight. I am heartbroken because I can honestly say that we will NEVER EVER go again while we live here. We were very lucky to get free tickets as we don't have $ in the budget to buy any. He just wants to have all the control. yesterday he was thrilled about going. Today w/in seconds of being on the phone with Big Yankee he is pissing and moaning about. He is NOT going to ruin it for 5 other people. He says he doesn't want to go..well guess what buddy..you are going to get what you want. I am so physically and mentally exhausted. I don't know how much longer I can do this. I desperately need a break...for an hour, an afternoon, 24 hours. I fantasize about running away.