I can barely keep my eyes open but am waiting for Big Yankee to get home from work. Cranky doesn't even begin to describe me if I'm woken up soon after I fall asleep. Sleep is such a struggle for me. My brain doesn't want to shut off. In fact it goes into overdrive the second I shut my eyes. When I first started Ambien it made a WORLD of difference. I could function and had the energy to get through the day. But I worry that I NEED it to fall asleep now and the worry just makes it harder and harder to sleep and thus the vicious cycle.
The kids are leaving tomorrow for a week and I have VERY mixed feelings about it. I'm thrilled for them to spend some time with family but I just think it's too long for them.
Joining Jana for a five minute brain dump.